'Pull On The New Flesh Like Borrowed Gloves
And Burn Your Fingers Once Again"
- Richard Morgan, Altered Carbon
So I've been reading quite a bit of science fiction lately and I must say that Richard Morgan is without a doubt my new favorite author. The Takeshi Kovacs series is an absolutely mind blowing experience. The premise of the books revolves around the ability for people to transfer their consciousness into other bodies (Sleeves). Anyway, the point of this post isn't just to let you know that I think Richard Morgan is a great author, I want to examine how the concept of sleeving is relevant to art.
Everytime I play for people, I feel like I make a switch from 'regular joe' to 'artist joe'. My posture, voice, expression seem to change somehow. On one level, I think this is a good thing. When I am playing for an audience, and I mean really playing, I feel like I am in my element. I feel like I'm really getting down to what I am all about. Finding myself as it were.
On the other hand, I feel as though there are certain pressures forcing me into behaving a certain way as an artist. Is there an inner desire to act as an ideal artist? Do I have a responsibility to my artistic persona to cultivate and develop my coolness?
Amanda regularly visits the official Tool website. They have a bunch of pictures on the site of just regular people hanging out, having fun. I realized then, that I never really thought of the members of Tool as real people. Eric Clapton, someone who I consider to be very genuine onstage, in my mind, is not a genuine person. But they are real people.
The realization hit hard, and it hit close to home.
Eric Clapton has had diareha.
When I am onstage, I am a construct of the imagination of the audience, and that construct is my artist persona. The same goes for this blog. And that is a crazy fucking relationship.
Anyway… everyone should read Morgan's Altered Carbon.